Basically I’m blaming the fact that I have no one to work out with for my lack of “success” on my weight-loss journey. I haven’t even stepped on the scale in forever b/c I don’t even want to know the truth. I just haven’t cared lately. Well, that’s not entirely true … I care, just not enough??? I’m not sure. But every morning I wake up and tell myself I’m ugly & fat. I look & feel disgusting. But what do I do about it? I go eat a pop tart or something unhealthy like that. Duh, Natalie! What a retard, huh? It’s kinda like that verse in James about the person that sees himself in the mirror & goes on his way doing nothing about it.
So now what? I can’t depend on someone else to help me be successful in my weight loss venture. It’s always nice to have a friend to do things w/ but b/c of the distance I am from most of my friends, it makes it difficult. Mondays I’ve been playing volleyball in the women’s league in
I’m so discouraged. I hate looking at myself. I just want to be thin!!!!!!!!!!!!!
3 comments:
We've all been there, Natalie! You just have to ask yourself, "What do I want more? This poptart or to be thin?" We all tend towards what we want most, right? And don't look at the final goal...look at today, and then tomorrow, etc. Don't think about working out for the next 18 years of your life...plan on exercising today! YOU CAN DO IT!!! I'll be right there with you come the first part of February...we can use my baby as weights!
Girl! I hear you! I was looking at a Jazzercise class and complaining to Tommy about the class schedule. I was reminded that exercise, in order for it to be a consistant part of life, has to be planned and forced into your schedule. Just like a morning shower would be. And Debbie's right. Don't worry about what happened yesterday or even this morning. You can consciously decide to start making better decisions now. Today. We're pulling for you!
Tricia -
Your comment couldn't have come at a better time! I was sitting here debating whether or not I was going to go buy some chocolate, and I read your comment. Yeh. So thanks. :) How are ya?
Natalie
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